I really had packed in the towel... One of the reasons I applied for the Treasures Campaign is that I knew I couldn't do it alone and I needed help. Well that is crap as I have bleated on about before I was totally abandoned. But really in the end you do need to learn to rely on yourself. I mean how hard is it not to put something in your mouth???
Well it is f*&King hard actually... espcially when you are on a budget most eating plans will tell you in order to lose weight you need to eat nothing but lean protein and vege. These people are obviously not feeding a fmaily of 4 on a tight budget.
Not to mention when you can't afford to do much a small bar of chocolate is a cheap way to bring some happiness. It is a quick fix a drug and in all honesty it is only gratifying for a moment.
I have no solutions other than I am sick of looking the way I am and I am sick of doing nthing about it.
So I am going to keep on trying, and trying, I guess what I am trying to say is no one ever achived anything by giving up!!!!!
My daughter has started competitive cheer leading and it is helping me, i go over her routine with her and do all the stretches too.
There is still several months until Summer so keep watching this space !!!!
XX J
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